My Special One

This One is For You

How many of you know what its like to have that one special person hat you know you can count on? No I'm not referring to any family members, as in your parents or siblings. I'm talking about that one girl or guy that you found. Well, if you haven't ; I hope to God that you do soon because, i swear your going to have a feeling like you have never found or felt before.

Alright, call me crazy but I call her my baby. You know ; most adults will say that you don't know what Love is like until you are older right now its just puppy love. But that is not the case with me, i know what love is like and I'm in love right now. Back in August i believe i met this girl on facebook. Me being me, i was going through her pictures, and i realised damn, this girl is bad. Not like bad bad but she looks so damn good. So, as a few days go by i received a im from this chick. I don't remember what it said but i know it was like whadddupppp. That right there caught me , because how many girls do you know I'm you saying "whadduppp" without even knowing you? Not many, so I begin to talk to this girl and i begin to realise that damn me and her have a lot in common... like we are just alike this is nuts ! So we begin talking as the weeks are going on, and on and on. And I find myself really starting to feel this girl....

You can pretty much guess where it all went from than, I can keep telling this story but I don't want to bore you to death. But listen the point of me writing this was to just tell you about how amazing this girl is and when you and if you find a girl like her (trust me you wont shes one of a kind). This girl has the most amazing looks I've ever seen, her hair is not only perfect but its unique at times, she has the perfect skin tone, body, and her lips are just amazing. I'm sorry that you wont get a chance to touch em like me =D but enough of that. Like I was saying ; this girl she has the most amazing personality ever. She can make you laugh but one thing you don't do is piss her off, shes straight gangsta. Her smile is impeccable, but nothing compares to her. I couldn't tell you how much I am in love with this girl, honestly I would kill for her if I had to. Thats how much I love her. Yeah yeah yeah, y'all can call me whipped or whatever but the truth of the matter of it is that I'm just in love with her. Not just in love actually, crazy in love with her. Me and her are like the perfect match, not just because I think so but everyone says it, everyone knows it. God makes this happen for a reason, and I cant thank god more than enough for blessing me with her. Shes an Angel in disguise i know it man, i just know it.

Yall reading this, yall need to find your special one fast ; your going to be impressed and surprised at how good of a feeling it is. Ahh by the way, her name is Eriqua; and Eriqua, if you are reading this, i just want you to know, that I love you soo much and im not going anywhere, i wouldnt trade you for anything.

I love youuu .

Life Is Like A Game

Life Is Like A Game

Whats good everyone? How y'all doing? That's good, I feel you no matter how your doing good bad shitty Poppy. So, right now im here to talk about life. Life in the view of a sixteen year old? Some say I'm a mature sixteen year old, some say I'm not mature enough. Well, honestly, I'll tell you the truth, I'm a sixteen year old that trys to live his life up to as much as he can. No, so you know I don't drink, and I don't smoke. But damn I love to party =] Ahh enough of that let me get to the point:

What is your life like? Is it good? Is it bad? Average? You want to make the most of it I bet. I have been watching the news and stuff lately and damn I can't tell you how much I wish this life thats like a video game would just get some remaking. Fix all the glitches thats going on in my life, and everyone elses. Everything going wrong now a days, the economy, with the new ressesion that is going on, with the wars that are going on, the violence between everyone. You know whats even crazier? The black on black violence thats going on now more than ever. What do I know about black on black violence? I live in Danbury, Connecticut, a small town that if you asked 99 percent of the world where it is, they would have no clue. Well, sorry im not from Danbury, Connecticut, I am from the Bronx, NY. Though there is a misconception that everyone who comes from the boroughs of NY are immature, not intelligent, are thugs/gangsters and are just bouned for jail. WEll thats not true so get that misconception out of your head ; now black on black violence now a days is crazy. Sometimes, I wonder if we would be better of liek the slave days. No im not crazy, I wonder sometimes because the stuff that goes on with us African Americans is just crazy. Up to 1968 we were fighting for freedom , our freedom to get treated fairly ; because we have natural born rights. We were slaves at one point fighting against the white man to become treated equally, and we were all together going hard, not against each other to fight for our freedom. Now look we take advantage of our freedom? We go on to killing our own kind ! The brothers and sisters, that we were so glued with at one point. What are we fighting over ? Lets see, titles, for gangs, to show whos harder? GTFOH ! Is it ubsurd or is it just me? Think about it...

Now look, im not writing this to be a political activist, and no im not one of those people who are jsut trying to change the world and say allt his bull. Im just keeping it honest ; im not stupid, and id ont want this to turn into a big debate man, just read this and think about it...

ayoo, this blog is shortt i got something special coming upp.

"Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood."

"Nothing in this life is to be feared. It is only to be understood"

- Marie Curie

Most people wonder what is the true meaning of life? I tend to wonder why did God select me to be put on this earth? These are just two of the questions that go through the human time at one point in the human life. Time to answer them, or atleast attempt to. So what is the true meaning of life lets see, we all know that life is a condition that distingushishes organisms from an inorganic object, that is once manifiested through metabolism, reproduction, that comes along with the adaption of life and the changes that go along with it. That can be concidered the scientific meaning of life, but what is your true meaning of life? My life, I always put my lifes meaning to help others, to try and improve others lifes and do better for others. Yet, my life is truley about my family, my girlfriend (shouttouttt =]) ,>fear of what it would be like to live their life on the other side, shoot ; I would be too, especially if it was from being a studious scholastic student, that works hard in school, to a party animal. But hey, what can you do, either try it, life is all about your decisions.

Life is all about your decisions, but I know you could be thinking hey, this is a 16 year old kid, who is currently a junior in high school, what does he know about decisions? Well, trust me on this one, I have been through a lot of stuff, a lot of stuff you couldn't even think a 16 year old kid could have happen to him. I have had to make one too many decisions in my life, some have been excellent decisions, and some have gotten me in deep trouble, real deep trouble. How deep? Deeper than you could imagine trust me. Don't get me wrong I'm not trying to say that I turned my whole life around, thats not true at all. I can use an analogy like ; I diddn't repaint the walls to a room, I just recoated them, so it could look better, with some change, just to improve the quality. Thats how I like to make my life, ahh by the way I'm Dwayne. Back to what I was saying, you know you can only make the most of your life. But you CANT be scared to make decisions for yourself, and you CANT be scared to take the concequences (good or bad), you just can't. That would make you fearfull of your life, if you go through your life being scared honestly, what do you have to live for? Your going to live your life in fear, and than your going to look back and be like "Damn... i should have done this, I should have done that". Your not going to know a mistake until you make one, two, three, four... eleven... fifty, a million, of them. There going to happen so please, stop trying to live your life like you are going to be some perfect person, and don't plan your life out because its not going to workout how its planned. God has a way for your life, and he will make it that way, but im not here to preach religion. Weather you believe and God in not, I'm not one to go and judge you based on what you believe in. But don't plan your life out, it can leave to dissapointment, don't go day by day knowing what you want to do at every moment, be eccentric, live your life like its your last day, do what you want to do with your life. You can make the most of it, be yourself, thats all you can be.